It's Time to Be Brave

As we enter a new month, I've been going through some changes that I personally consider positive and a turn in the right direction. Some of those changes have been documented in my posts this past month. But here's what I've done in the past few weeks:

• After 11 years, I officially stepped down as the webmaster of Immanuel First Lutheran Church in West Covina, California. Sue Beckenham, the choir director and a technology teacher at Providence High School in Burbank, California, is the new webmaster, and only the second one in the church's history. I strongly believe she will faitfully carry the torch for the congregation online as I now fully commit myself to my new church home, Calvary Chapel of Costa Mesa. Severing my final tie to my old church is not easy, but I am now free and clear to be all in for the Calvary Chapel family.
• Originally started as a stress and creative release from a very high-pressure temporary agency job, I have been on a roll creating a steady series of fan art, comics and stories based on The Smurfs, the familiar little blue creatures of television and film. As I have been sharing them online and in person with family, friends and co-workers, I've been getting nothing but positive feedback. A few have even said the fan art is better than the recent film The Smurfs 2, which they had to walk out on with their kids in tow because the humor was unacceptably crude and raunchy. Better yet, I now have a small online following on social media that looks forward to every new Smurf toon I upload.
• I have reorganized the website, splitting the cartoons from my portfolio and giving it a new category called Cartoons and Fan Art. In addition to the aforementioned Smurfs fan art, there is also fan art for the Christian animated series Jot the Dot and for my original cartoons Ricki Lee & Tony, Alpha Girl and Javier the Sloth.

(Yes, a sloth. I animated a sloth. Sloths move very slowly, but then again nothing moves that much in a Newport Muse cartoon. So it was a perfect match.)

And finally, I am looking at going back to college for a master's degree in creative writing, possibly applying to Chapman University (my alma mater) or the University of Hawaii at Manoa. I have no idea how I would fund a two to three-year education should I be accepted, but nothing ventured, nothing gained.

2013 so far has been a year of risks and changes in my life. After the very emotional and agonizing decision to change churches after 12 years with one congregation, things have just been changing for me in ways I could not imagine. Just one month after switching to Calvary Chapel, I flew out with a mission relief team to Philadelphia, then drove on to New Jersey to help victims affected by Hurricane Sandy. I also tried my hand in the men's choir, got connected with various ministries on the Costa Mesa campus, began developing a web app for Bible study and reading called Maranappta, and just taking leaps of faith.

It's time to be brave. I'm tired of being scared of the unknown. It seems that starting with the switch to Calvary Chapel, a wave of confidence has been slowly unleashed in my life. Just like Princess Merida of the Disney/Pixar film Brave and her little fellow Scotsman Gutsy Smurf, it's time to finally play for my own hand rather than for someone else's wishes.

It's time to be brave.